Todae is a day of mixed emotions.
First of all, there was swimming, where even though we were supposed to be excused, the teacher still made us walk for like 45 mins. That 1 wasnt so bad, talk to Yi Sheen, Kenneth and some other people. It was prety sad for Jian, cos he still had to go for orienteering, something he didnt volounteer for, something he didnt even want to go for in the first place. Just that people just put his name down and got him embroiled in this mess. Yi Sheen also had to go run.
Ate at the pool cafe, eating more than usual cos i thought I was gonna be running todae.
Went back to class where I heard Jian got scolded by the teacher in charge of NCC Land cos he didnt turn up for meetings and wasnt intending to turn up for orienteering. Quite sad.
I feel if you were volounteered for something, and you really didnt wan to go but you are forced to, it is very very unfair.
Anyways I RESCHEDULED my dental appointment BY 2 MONTHS and SKIPPED canoeing training to go for this orienteering thing.
Went there, where I had to study some stupid CRAP.
Then somemore I was to be replaced if I didnt study. Wad the heck, i thought it was only running thats why I even agreed to go. Then somemore threaten take me out. Lol.
Anyways they still decided to put me in and then I went there and just JUST BECAUSE, I was missing a DAMN RANK, I had to be subbed out by LENZ. LOL. I felt frustration, anger, disappointment a lot of bad feelings in one. I had to crush the stupid apple in my hands. I just had to. I bloody wasted my time AGAIN FOR NCC. Last time shooting compt i also reserve, THEODORE CHUA took my place and i could shoot MILES better than him.. now again give me this crap and dont let me run cos i dont have a rank.
That was it. There and then I made this decision along with Jian. This would be the ABSOLUTE LAST NCC EVENT we would ever take part in.
Next year challenge quest or wadever crap even if i was begged to join i will NOT join. The long 4 hour stone wait was boring as heck but luckily i talked to Wei Chong for 1 hour then Jian and Yi Sheen came back and then finally at least I had some company.
I didnt accomplish one of my main intentions of coming for this orienteering thing todae, other than the running part in which i promptly regretted and decided to punish myself. Lol jon and zhi hong should noe.
We got first, and so wad, I didnt run. Good for the people who did run and get gold.
The land people didnt get anything which is understandable.
Like i said, u get unwilling ppl, without any selection and crap you expect to get good results. Of course not right. Volounteer people to go for something when they really dont want to is gonna give u disastrous results and at the end of the day its not their fault.
I got home at 8 O CLOCK. I was so pissed off that when i got back to sch i like vented my frustrations on the damn boots and lucky Jian helped me retrieve my shoes in class or I would have gone home barefooted. Thanks extremely x3 good brother.
Took bus home with Wei Chong and talked abt alot of things especially abt the NCC thing todae where we were the screwed reserves. Wasted my time, I could definitely have gone for a lot more things and accomplished more on this date 21st August 2008.
Luckily, went back home ate a good dinner and managed to release a lot of stress through exercise. It is the best way of venting anger.
Ahh. Now i am not really feeling very angry or whatever, just wished I could wind the clock back, undo a few things.

Through it all, you cheer me up.

9:40 AM,
I Only Wanna Make You Smile=)